Chasing UFOs? Weird Zig Zag Contrail and Military Predator Drone In The Parkland Region of Maniotba. Sept/2013

I have been away for some time.. I just spent over three months in the Parkland Region of Manitoba.

I had a few very strange occurrences take place, that will likely be mentioned in the near future on my site.

What I have shared here is something that I cannot just simply ignore..even though most would if they saw this in the sky.

I was going out to my lake Friday September 13, 2013. It was still early evening when I was nearing my lake. Still 15 miles as the crow flies to get to the cabin, I noticed something strange in the sky as we were nearing the turn off.
I first thought there was a strange cloud in the sky.. I grabbed my camera and I had my friend pull the vehicle over.
As I zoomed in with my camera, I soon saw what appeared even more strange that what I had seen.

This was not a cloud but a contrail of sorts. The contrail was zig zagging in a way that would not allow any conventional aircraft to continue to fly without crashing.

Zig zag contrail - Click to enlarge

As I increased the zoom on the camera at the beginning,  I has also noticed a silver glint in the sky.

Strange zig zag contrail and drone (top right) - Click to enlarge

My attention turned quickly toward it..as I already knew it was not a jet craft or plane that reflected the sun.
 What I was seeing was a military drone (UAV) that had passed the strange contrail trail and was starting to bank more toward my direction.

I focused more on the drone now (not ever seeing one like this in Manitoba). It became very apparent that  this was a military drone and..far from the cheap toys that mainstream media has been presenting to the public as, what are being flown within the province.

This is a short video to show things...No sound through most as there was music playing and I would not be able to share if I had included sound.

There were things that went through my mind as I was recording ...

- Why is this drone not monitoring the border?

- What is such a very expensive and high piece of technology doing over an area that has farmland, wilderness, and lakes.

- Who is controlling it?

- What caused such a strange zig zag contrail and how could it do so..with out crashing?

As an abductee and being out there for over a decade, this leads me to think that there is only one main reason why this is taking place in such a low population area, it is government awareness of ET and UFOs. 

I am far from being the only one out in the Parkland Region of Manitoba that has been witness to crafts and had close encounters with crafts..  There are many down to earth people that are all very aware of what we have taking place in our sky..Most remain silent, through their lives. but I have made many friends over the years..and with friendships..come sharing.

Peace

Todd

Types of UFOs / OVNIs That Belong To The Greys

These UFOs (and I do mean extraterrestrial crafts by calling them UFOs) are what I am aware through my close encounters and sightings, as belonging to the extraterrestrial species the greys.

As you see in the playlist, the greys are active over this entire planet. There is no one place that seems focused on more..Anywhere...anytime.. Make no mistake. We are not alone and never have been..while on this planet.

You can just hit play and watch all of them or click the playlist in the top left corner of the video screen to choose.




This is not all that I know of, belonging to the greys. I will update the list when appropriate.

The Greys - The Alien Agenda

The Greys - The Alien Agenda ...The Deep Truth

The Human Connection

I was not a religious person and for what I have experienced and am about to share, I am still not.
I want to make note that this which I am about to share, happened before my abductions /encounters with the greys started in 2002. 

This does not involve ET to start. In the end it will, as you read on.   

ET was the furthest thing from my mind and I did the best I could to get past my MIBs abduction, from earlier in life.

(MIBs abduction recall )

In the 1990s I was an On-Air Radio Personality - Announcer (DJ) and was in Alberta working, at the time.

I had just finished a six hour on-air shift at midnight, and started to travel straight from work to my parents. It was a six hour highway drive, to Saskatoon Saskatchewan from where I was.

I arrived in Saskatoon at around 7A.M. and was happy to sit and talk with my parents that morning. It was the reason that I had come out to see them. I had been missing them.

After sitting and talking with both my parents at the kitchen table for a couple hours, I went up to the spare bedroom. 

I was not going to sleep, I wasn't tired. I Just went to lay and relax for a bit. 
I felt a little exhausted from the drive and the 6 hour radio show before that, but was still ready to spend time visiting..after a "breather".

I laid down on the bed and let go a big breath of air. As I exhaled a large amount of spent air I became more relaxed. 

I lay there for a few minutes...just clearing my mind and seemingly exhaling stress with each deep breath expelled.

Laying there with my muscles relaxing, I began to stare up at the ceiling.
 
I continued to clear my mind of everything and still unintentionally using each breath to release and push everything away in my physical world (clearing my mind) and relaxing my entire body.

Staring up at the ceiling and looking at it's rough texture for some time and NOT thinking..I suddenly but gently was no longer staring at the ceiling above me.
I was now looking at the entire universe, though I was no longer looking through my eyes. 
I was now part of the universe. I was/am an entity (entity of life). I was energy.
I had no eyes..no physical body, yet I could see everything and was everything within our massive universe. Not only matter, but everything in between. 

Existing as the most minuscule particles (quarks and electrons) to the largest masses in this universe.
I was everything, everywhere all at one time.

I understood human life..I understood life as one with the universe...I understood EVERYTHING..as my energy was connected to all that exists.
This was more than just an "out of body" experience.


When we leave our physical body and become one with the universe, we do not lose our own being. We do not lose our consciousness or self awareness. We are still who we are ..but above human and so many primitive traits that have been instilled within us as Human.
My energy (me) became a part of the energy that streams everywhere and covers everything within our universe. (This energy that I describe may be the same of which the greys use/harness to power their spacecrafts/ UFOs).

When experiencing this life changing event, I could see the energy, feel it, I was part of it, the whole universe.

This energy that I refer connects everything.. to all things, including all of us.
 
While on this higher plain, I felt love like I could never in my existence (as human) imagine. 
I felt happiness that cannot even be described, fulfillment that is unimaginable. 

The understanding human..is very small compared to what we can achieve by just doing so.

I cannot say exactly how long I was away from my body..so to speak.
I came back the same way I left..suddenly but gently as I found myself still laying there, staring at the ceiling.
 
I quickly sat up with a rush of feelings that I had while out of body, and put my feet on the floor. 
EVERYTHING that I was..ALL that I understood..that I felt..was fading very quickly. 

The entire event moved me so much, that I had tears coming from my eyes. It changed me.

I understood immediately that my human brain cannot comprehend/retain all the massive amount of knowledge that one can access at this level. 

I tried to hold onto what I could. I did everything in my power to save some of what I was aware. I didn't want to lose everything that I had just experienced..understood..
 
For what I was able to obtain in knowledge, changed me. 

This experience made me a human, that I never knew before. It gave a perspective that changed or completed my outlook and understanding..

My understanding to life can never be looked at the same by me, even if I try. 
I truly became an awakened person.
 
I did search through many religions, and it took a bit of my time. I found nothing that came close to the awakening, I had.

I mean no offense to you if you are religious but from what I came away with knowing, is that there is no being in this universe that deserves to be worshiped. 
We ALL are connected and ALL are part of this great energy.

While in Saskatoon during a later date, I was back visiting my parents again. I happened into a book store to see if there were any good sales on books. 
After a short time there, I was just leaving when I happen to notice a paper on the cork bulletin board that mentioned a free lecture being held at the University of Saskatchewan.
 
It was on Buddhism and Soka Gakkai International (Canada) was presenting it. I had not yet looked into the Buddhist religion and I saw it as free an opportunity to learn more.

I attended and with a large group, I sat for hours paying attention. 
After listening very closely for the three hour lecture and finding it that Buddhists have a very interesting perspective, I went up to the speaker who presented the lecture after he was done. 
He was very knowledgeable and happy as to be representing Buddhism in Canada.
 

He was also happy to hear of my experience that I explained as best I could. 
Words can never truly describe what it is like to find oneself actually existing on a higher plain. The information is very overwhelming and much too much for the human brain to comprehend so quickly or even describe.
He seemed very amazed and told me a few things more about the religion. 

The bottom line was..What I had achieved, is what Buddhist monks try to achieve. Some it may take a lifetime, while others it may never occur.
 
We all can achieve this, but it takes the right state of mind and body to attain such..


What I also later discovered on my own was, my experience was my introduction into meditation as I had reached a very high meditative state. I would go as far as saying I reached true enlightenment.
I have never done so again and I have never truly tried. (it is something that you cannot "try" to achieve, it will happen if you let it".

 To access the state of mind and body ones needs to become one with the universe... one must achieve nothing.

For years I continued meditating somewhat. I have years of experience and am well in-tuned to breathing and other meditative states to try to ease the pains from a back injury.
 
I have learned much about my body and my mind and how very connected they are. It all started with something as simple as learning to relax the body and clearing the mind. 
Breathing is truly a key that helps open a new world. You learn to be aware of your body and mind, as they are one.

I know this all sounds so much like a religious person, but I still am not. 

I know that to attempt what we can achieve, one need not follow or worship in any religion to attain it. It is all within each of us already.

I have since gone through years of my life as changed human, and very aware of all the surrounding.
I thought I had life figured out as human, until my abductions started again when I returned to Manitoba. I could no longer ignore things as I had.

The Greys - The Alien Agenda

I have known the greys as being old, very old..

With a close friend in Scotland (Thelmadonna) who has had close encounters with the greys, it was determined that they are indeed very old.

The number of years may be small compared to the length of time that has passed in our universe...but they can live to be up to 900 years old. 
That is very old when comparing it to a human life span.

You may think that one could have all they wanted and more, being able to live a life that many times longer than human.. BUT that is not the way it is.

Having had my experience and being awaken to life itself, I understand what awaits.

I perceive religious humans as calling it "heaven"..or to others, "where the gods are".

Being human is part of our own learning experiences and being human is unique. We can achieve a higher plain of existence, both throughout life and with death. 

That is what the greys cannot achieve.

When I have been with them, I have always sensed the greys as being almost "soulless" or no energy. I do mean that in a nonreligious way. 
The greys are missing something. The way that things are when they enter my mind when taken..and how I can enter their mind when they do so, has allowed me to know more of what they are like.

The greys have never been like us and are not like us.
I know what it feels like being a part of their mind. 

I would not want to be like them. They are indeed very alien in thought, lack of emotion and just their existence compared to human.

When I put together all that I have learned from my years of experiences, I understand that the greys need to achieve a higher plain but cannot.
 
One may think it should be only natural for most living things to advance, but the greys are not like what we find with life here on Earth.

For years I have kept feelings and understandings inside and not really sharing with many people as I am now.

During a conversation with a close and very good friend who has been taken by the greys as well "Thelmadonna", we turned to the topic of what the greys want and what their agenda is.

I started by talking about them and their energies..or "souls"..and how I did not feel them as having that.

It was soon learned through the conversation between the two of us, that what I am aware..Thelmadonna is as well. 

However she describes what they want...as being able to "reincarnate".

It helps if one steps back and looks at what this all entails:
 
- existing on higher plains while still being able to come back to human level of consciousness and existence.
 
- existing after the passing of this world (life after death)
 
- reincarnation

It all becomes even more obvious and I would never share this if I was not sure.

Having confirmation from others who have been taken by the greys, only solidifies what I know to be true already. 

Truth is why I share. 

Hybrids

There are many people that speak of hybrids and a very large portion of abductees that are aware of alien/human hybrids, by having introduction to them. Most times are during the close encounters and while on crafts (UFOs).

Humans are unique to extraterrestrials. I cannot say if it is the same for all other beings but to the greys, we do not compare. That is the reason for the apparent "breeding" that is taking place.

Many female abductees have ended up carrying a fetus within, only to have abduction occur again and have it taken out (away) from them. (I have been contacted and in communication with hundreds of female abductees, over the years)

It would only make sense that they use male humans as well, to continue the reproductive agenda.

There are supposedly two types of hybrids. One type that look mostly human and one type that do not appear human at all.

I have no memory of ever seeing one, so I cannot confirm or deny their existence, but I am certain that it is happening. 

I am aware simply because of all I have been through.
 
I may not have all details exact but I have no doubt that I am closer to the truth, than most of the world has been able to see ..so far.

Now, we must step back in time somewhat. 

How did extraterrestrials ever find us here?

They never found us here. 

They brought us here..and we are as much alien to this world..as the greys.

Now, look past the short time periods and look at the constant change that occurs in life..and the universe.

These earth like planets may be more rare, (more are being revealed every day) but there are other planets very close to what Earth offers. 
Some of these planets can and do harbor life, including Human life.

What we have taking place on Earth with the greys has been going on far longer than the entirety of our own Human existence here on Earth.

How many planets and how many times have the greys been "trying" to achieve (higher plains of existence), what is only a natural occurrence for humans? 
There is no easy way to determine how deep our connection is without the full cooperation of the greys.

There are many abductees that feel that they were treated and tested, as humans would do with research animals. 

Some humans taken are never returned. I often wonder of the literal millions of people that have gone missing indefinitely, which ones are taken by the greys and not returned.

Considering the greys have been following this agenda for much longer than mankind has been on this planet and are STILL continuing, shows that what they want to attain may be impossible for them.

I am not meaning to scare anyone, but there are only two options if taken (abducted) and not returned by the greys.

One option is being taken to another Earth like planet that has other human species populating it.
The second option, is death. 

You can confirm this by learning of others abductions, where they have been shown other worlds including ones that have humans. 
I am aware of these planets through close friends who have been abducted too, and of which whom I fully trust and appreciate.

This article may be very hard for many to fully understand and may not answer all your questions but there is even more to come.

Upcoming, I will be sharing some things about the NWO which we all face. 
I will explain what I can on how we all have been played and lied to by the ones in power. 
I do see this lie of ETs non-existence as the largest and the most damaging lie in our history here.

There are many agendas being followed by the elite, the powers that be, the new world order, and in an upcoming article, I will focus on what I know and I will share my personal perspective as an abductee, about events that are occurring in the present around the world. 

Every one of us are part of it..willing and knowing...or not.

Our freedoms...our rights..and our access to truth are all being shut down. It is not coincidence..It is all connected to events to come.

There will be a close friend of many years, that I hope to include. She was part of the NWO or as it is called from the inside "the organization", and she walked away from it and has a inside perspective.

*Update* June 25, 2019

These links lead to most recent events and of more agendas.

2019 UFOs - Why The American Government Is NOW Admitting UFOs Are Real!

The American Government / Military Confirm "UFOs are REAL"..so What's Next?


NWO is no longer a myth, nor is ET.

The myths stop here, and the truth is shared.

My close encounters and abductions with "men in black" and the greys start on this link with part 1 (MIBs and Greys)

If you have read this far..then please share this. 
..Truth is meant to be free and shared.


To learn of many of my encounters, you can listen to a interview I did on the Jeff Rense Radio Show "Sightings" a few years ago.
I have updated the video to help others perhaps..understand things more clearly as they were.
The video is over an hour long..so..find time to listen..

Peace.

Todd

 

Cloaked Military or UFO? Ground Shaking Event! (Video) May 18th, 2013

I was at my lake in the Parkland Region of Manitoba for May long weekend. I had a very strange occurrence.

It was a very peaceful evening on Saturday night May 18th, 2013.  At 9:56 PM. things began, a minute after I had started to record.

I just happened to be video recording, more less for my own amusement. I do always have my camera on hand..just in case I have another encounter with a craft..

As I was narrating and talking of the area, I was more less just happy having the snow finally gone. 

Suddenly what sounded like jet air craft very quickly approached from the west..and was traveling east, just to the south of me at a speed that was too quick to be other than military.

I was standing on the north shore of the lake, looking south. As the craft quickly approached, I started to search the sky with my eyes..Suddenly the ground began to shake..I have never been in an earthquake but I am sure it would have felt like a tremor. 

I have never in my life experienced such a thing as I did a couple nights ago. 

I am aware of aircraft..both commercial and military. I know how a low fly by can cause the ground to vibrate or shake.. THAT was not the case.

This craft was not visible...The tone and volume should not have caused the vibration that did occur in the ground. 

As I was recording the sound..the camera view became blurry..as the ground shook for the few seconds that it did.
As the cloaked craft quickly went past and was now east of me..it made a quick bank left and started to very quickly head north.

It was soon gone..but..I did happen to be there..to hear and experience the effects as it went past at a very fast speed.  To have the ground shake as it was..normally would require much more volume and low tone.

The entire thing only lasted a few seconds...maybe 10 or so..but..with the ground shaking..I was very shocked..and..as you hear in the video...I was vocal..as I has slight adrenaline going on. (I do apologize for the profanities)

I never have imagined such a thing..but..now..I cannot ignore what it may be.


Update! Tuesday May 28, 2013


It has been 10 days since the incident at the lake..and for 3 days now, I have been losing hair in clumps. When I first noticed a big clump of hair come out of my head, I tried to ignore it..and think nothing of it.
In the last three days..it has been continuing and..I cannot ignore what is happening.

When the unseen craft went past me at the lake, I knew it was close but I could not see it and could not speculate. 
I did however wonder that evening, if there were effects from such a craft either military or alien. 

I know that a cloaked craft unseen, would have to be using some type of very strong energy that could have negative effects.

Tonight as I write this update, I am literally feeling the effects of whatever it was that I encountered.

I know that the greys have a disc craft that can induce effects on humans. When I had my mid afternoon close encounter during  August of 2002 at my lake, I ended up suffering from Loss of appetite, Teeth becoming loose and I had clumps of hair fall out of my head..just like I am experiencing now.

I am now starting to feel that whatever it was I encountered, was much closer than I had thought. 

From the effects, I cannot ignore what I have experienced with the greys before and seem to be experiencing again.

If more happens regarding this, I will be updating this article and keeping it as current as I can.

The Greys - Why They Look As They Do

Why do the alien greys look like they do?
 
Have you ever thought about it? What would make a species appear so out of proportion like the alien greys?

I have had several years to think about this. Having been taken by the greys and with having seen with my own eyes twice, I know for certain what they appear like.

I've wondered over the years what might cause such. 

Is it reasons within their body that make it so?

They have such very large heads with smaller bodies that are very skinny when put next to humans. 

Both the short greys at approximately 4 feet and the tall greys at approximately 6 feet are very skinny, both appear the same out of proportion to their heads.

Is it their brain, which may be capable of much more intelligence, and may be much more active, that causes such a “off balance in size” appearance?

They seem far more intelligent than humans. Could they actually have a larger brain that would “naturally” cause them to have a very large skull and considerably thinner jaw area?

After tossing it around for years and having only been able to think and compare to humans. I did discover what could be, a very likely reason for the extraterrestrial greys to appear as they do.

One thing that we can only guess is, where do the greys come from and what is the planet like that they originate from.

After looking at everything over and over, that I know, I came to a conclusion that they may appear so “out of proportion” due to their home world. 

I'll explain.

Water pressure can cause appearance change with the human head and body, The change is striking similar to what the greys appear like.

What I am presenting may be very close to the truth. We have no way to determine facts unless we have an alien that would allow to be studied. The odds are it would have to be a dead alien for that to actually happen and we all know that "Area51" would never allow such.

I cannot say how the human body in whole would react to atmospheric pressure but according to a display, it shows how a human head and partial body would look under water pressure.

This image is what the human head appears like with surface pressure from Earth's atmosphere.

 At 2000 feet below the surface of the ocean the human head has changed drastically.

 At 6,000 feet, the human head has been manipulated by pressures to appear almost alien.

 The similarities between the greys and humans at this depth is very obvious

It is not that far off to consider that the alien greys may have originated from a planet that was very large and had high atmospheric pressure. Or their planet was made of liquid of sorts and they came to be in appearance due to the pressures thousands of feet below surface.

There is only one other idea that I have in regard to them appearing as they do.

As a fact , I know that they travel in crafts (UFOs) that can achieve instant speed at thousands of miles an hour from a virtual stand still. The crafts can do sharp turns and also stop instantly from speeds that are thousands of miles hour.

Considering their means of transport, I can also speculate that if not for their origin, then they may appear as they do simply because of space travel and pressures involved.

The G-force alone would crush any human. Yet these beings seem to make it part of their normal existence here as they comb our sky around the world at speed most cannot see.

For the greys being able to travel within our atmosphere at such impossible speeds leads me to believe they can travel much faster in the deep of space, without the friction found in atmospheres of other planets, like Earth. 

This video shows the speed of a craft (likely the greys) and how fast it can achieve such. I know such speed as true and real from my close encounters.

In conclusion: Whatever the exact reason, the greys likely have or had something to do with existing within high pressure. Whatever it was, caused them to look as they do. 

It may be an atmosphere or liquid pressure from their home world, or they could be an example of what spending too much time traveling through space at excessive speed, may do.

The world should be focusing on the reasons we are not alone and should be long past wondering if real.

There is a very good reason for this mass coverup and it has cost billions of dollars to keep it a subject of ridicule. The governments and the ones in power, would rather you do not know truth. They have their own selfish reasons.

Stay tuned...In an upcoming article will be sharing my thoughts on what everyone seems to be talking about, a “fake alien invasion”.

I will be discussing why it could happen and what needs to happen to make it a successful fear campaign, brought on by “the powers that be” and NWO.

I will be sharing a perspective that seems to come from only those, who have been taken. 

Todd

Close To Death And A Grey Area In Hospital

It was a couple of years ago and it was an evening in February while I was at the lake working on the cabin with my buddy..that I had a very threatening accident.

While nearly completing the interior walls of the log cabin. I was using a grinder to take off the dead wood after 100 years of exposure. The dead gray wood was soon to be covered over by stain to bring back life to the old logs.

I was about 5 feet off the ground working, when by fluke chance my hair became caught in the grinder and in an instant there was a high speed impact to the side of my head by the grinder. My consciousness was instantly lost as I fell to the floor virtually head first and landing on my skull from a 5 foot drop.

I laid there unconscious and bleeding profusely from the impact regions of the head. I was barely breathing and making gurgling sounds. My best friend watched the entire episode unfold in a few quick seconds.

I was lucky to have such a good friend, who did not panic. He ran over and aggressively separated the grinder from the side of my head. He knew that I needed immediate medical assistance but there is very little to no cell phone service in the area. My friend knew that we had to go immediately as the floor started to pool with blood from my head.

We had a lot of snow at the time..and it was in the heart of winter. -25C is not uncommon.

Having time only to react, I was dragged outside by my friend. He made it to the truck and put me on the tailgate to give the added weight needed for traction to climb the snow covered hill that leads towards the trail to get off the property.

After one attempt at the hill and only making it partially up, my friend looked back to see that I was no longer there laying on the truck. He got out of the truck and went back toward the cabin, where I was now but barely standing. I had gained some consciousness and had taken myself off the truck tailgate and made way to the cabin where he now found me wanting my winter boots. It was very cold out and I had my boots come off while being dragged to the truck. ( I do want to point out that the impacts that knocked me unconscious took away virtually all awareness and I was now going on instinct and self preservation...without actual conscious awareness.)

My friend helped me out..and got me back to the truck...and we tried the hill again..with me laying in the box of the truck. We made it..but were stuck again with a kilometer to go, just to make it off the property, onto a dirt road. 

As strange as it was, my friend suddenly had cell phone reception, which shocked him. He took advantage by quickly phoning another friend nearby, for help.

Help was on the way but we soon became unstuck, and were able to get off the property and onto a gravel road.

I was now in the vehicle, bleeding everywhere and unconscious again...as my buddy did all he could to get me to the local town hospital. I was then rushed to my hometown hospital, shortly after.

Up to this point I have no memories since just before the accident.

I became consciously aware a few days later as I woke up in my hometown hospital, in a bed with an IV feeding into my arm.

I knew where I was but I was not aware what had exactly happened. I did become more aware shortly after from the pain. I knew that I had been in an accident that was serious.

I discovered later that I had already received two CT scans since arriving at the hospital, during my days of unconsciousness.

It was very different for me. I do not normally turn for help from the medical field, but knew that I was in a position that I had no choice.

There were a couple nurses were very helpful towards me. One being a family member of my friend and the other originating from the lake area where I had been.

I was given solid food but it was inedible and so I requested oranges as the only food that I would eat.

I really do not know what had happened to this point, but it was obvious that something was not right.

I was not being fed properly and I know what healthy is, that is why I did request oranges. I listen to my body. It was just after that, some staff began to try to coax me into having flu vaccination shots. They said that I needed it and it was in my best interest.

I flat out refused as I was long aware of the negative effects that can occur from the toxins they call vaccines.

I finally got to meet the doctor that was in charge of looking after me while there. I thought it very strange that the name of the doctor was Dr. Grey but I did not make anything out of it at the time.

After becoming aware that I had already been taken in for two CT scans, I asked the doctor what the results were. 
It was right at that point in time is when I started to get stonewalled over what should have been important enough to tell me.

The doctor refused to give me any information whatsoever to my condition and to the results of the two CT scans.

I asked Dr. Grey why I was being refused information on my own condition and in turn I was flat out told “it was PRIVATE information”. My immediate reaction was “private”? “It's my head..how much more PRIVATE does this need to be?”

Dr. Grey continued to stonewall me about my results and was still pushing me to get vaccination shots.. It was then..that I realized that it was not in my best interest to stay in the hospital.

I checked myself out, to the surprise of the staff. I am sure they all expected me to return..as they left the bed open for me, days after I left.

I was scheduled for a third CT scan a few days later and I said I would return to have it done.

I made it home and immediately started to research head/brain injuries and came to the conclusion that there was only one option to healing a brain injury and that, it was sleep.

I slept 20 hours a day minimum during the first few days after checking myself out. I also kept with my diet of oranges.

After a few days, I did return for another CT scan. I went home immediately after the scan and continued to sleep for a minimum of 20 hours a day.

It was not 3 days after my latest CT scan, that I ended up at the brain specialist's office to find out the results to my third CT scan. I really should not have been up and walking around but I needed to know what was going on.

To my displeasure but no surprise, I was refused by the doctor when I spoke to reception, and I was also refused by the doctor of any recent information to the latest scan results.

It was like a bad dream..or a very bad movie and NONE of what was going on made any sense. I had gone in thinking that with it being the specialist whom I was coming into see and with him having the results of all three scans, then there would be no problem learning of the results and of the condition that my brain was in.

I was not about to just give up. I knew it was my actual life that was at stake. I spoke to certain staff at the hospital and I explained the entire situation, as I was aware.

It turned out that I was not the only one that was thrown back by what had all occurred till then for me.

My faith in humanity took a slight turn for the better..as one of the medical staff went out of their way and leaked a copy the results over to me.

I am still very grateful as it was something that I needed to be aware of...I needed to know if I was on the right track for healing the brain. I needed to know something..ANYTHING! 
I had still be stonewalled till then and totally in the dark to what was going on.

I discovered from the results that I was on the right route by diet and above all by sleep. The three areas that were focused for my brain (the first of my knowledge) all had blood receding from the brain, which was what was needed to call it a continuing recovery.

I continued my healing..I am smart enough from my own research to understand the ONLY way a brain injury will heal is during sleep. I slept minimum of 20 hours a day for the next month and a half.

I recovered very well considering the extent of damage that had been done. I am truly lucky to be alive but now face many changes in life due to two senses not recovering to full, smell and taste will never be the same for me. I now taste the ingredients of the product and not the final taste outcome.

I am very aware of the almost toxic tastes to most of the manufactured food we are fed. The only things that have remained the same in flavor are some fruits/berries and a few vegetables. Nothing smells the same any longer. BUT I am lucky to taste or smell at all.

Looking at all of the things that were not right during my time under care of the medical field, I had to sit down..and really think about everything that had happened since becoming aware after the accident.

Starting at when I became fully aware and conscious days after the accident as I woke up in the hospital. Just before I opened my eyes for the first time, there was only one thought at the front of my mind. It was MIBs or more specifically my men in black abduction.

I feel the most likely reason that it was so predominate at that moment, was for one reason. While taken and rendered unconscious by the MIBs, things were done to me. Some of the same was, as I was being moved and focused on while in the hospital under care. I was tested..injected..moved prodded..etc.

Being moved and having things done to you while unconscious does not mean that you do not know what is going on..at least not consciously.

Having all of that sitting right there in front of my mind to start..was an eery way to regain consciousness.

The next thing that sticks out is having a doctor by the name of “Dr. Grey”. It could be sheer coincidence but after having Grey keep up with the nondisclosure of my condition and the results of CTs, caused more concern for me.

I wondered why I was so kept in the dark. If I am consciously aware, it would be only fair to tell me of my condition and results from CT scans. 
Dr. Grey was very adamant that there was to be no information passed as it was “private” and “confidential” though the situation could not be any more personal with it being my own body.
(Friends and even close family, mother and father were not able to learn anything at all, about my condition. It was said to be "private")

Having been refused to been seen and to refused to have important information pass by the brain specialist, lead to even more suspicion.

Since being abducted by the greys and by MIBs, I am aware and pay attention to so much more around me. I know that I can sense them if near, before I even see them.

I also know that I likely have at least one or more implants in my body from my abductions that help to amplify that awareness.

I do think it is very possible that the one reason why I was not told any of the results of my CT scans or condition and I was stonewalled, is most likely due to whatever I have had done to me..or had placed inside my body during the alien abductions in the past.

There is always a hush that seems to spread when it comes to abductees that are found out in such places as hospitals. 
I know that I am not alone in how I was treated. There are other abductees in other countries all around the world that have also faced difficult situations when dealing with the medical field. I know from having talked to many.

When attempting to see the specialist after the third CT scan and being denied all prudent information, I knew for sure that something was not right and it seems to confirm my feelings.

The entire affair that transpired while being under medical care would have been too much to handle had I not been through so much in my life already with extraterrestrials.

I could not bring myself into harms way again. I had enough of that already and felt that my healing could not have been done better..other than on my own.

I would like everyone who reads this to be aware that when in doubt..trust your gut. I have yet to put full faith into anything and what happened to me is just one example as to why you should be aware and should be able to think for yourself. Putting your life into some ones hands is not always wise.

If you are an abductee that has been treated poorly and had information kept from you in the medical world or had other experiences with them. Please feel free to write to me..and we can talk about what you have gone through. I am always interested in when it comes to other abductees.

"The more I go through life...the more I see...nothing is.. as it is suppose to be." (taken by the greys)

Todd